just a quick jot before dinner. Ive been having problems with gene that dont really matter, all it is his life got really buisy and i came into it at a bad time. so weve agreed that being together isnt the best thing right now, maybe later, but not now. probably a good thing too. I put his best friend in a tight spot by forcing him to dance last saterday. another guy put me on the spot when he got closer than gene would have wanted him to be. I was sort of with him before ( two years ago) and nothing was serious. he chased me down after the dance and kissed me on the side of the road and asked to talk. he was concerned that i wasnt being treated right and i didnt tell him no so he wants to hook up. i dont know what to do about it because i hated his guts at one point then forced myself to like him for my step family and then he refuted me for someone else who used to be my best friend in 2nd grade. they broke up a year ago and now he wants someone new that he knows already. I am so confused and i dont know what to do. on one hand is being single which i never really enjoyed, on another is casey who probably wont have me so soon after breaking up with his best friend, and then there is the guy from the dance who i know better than most people here. i supose that ill have to make up my mind some time.
 blutesauger · Tue Jan 30, 2007 @ 05:04am · 0 Comments |
