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Well, good morning I guess... I wanted to stay in bed all day today, but I guess I have to work so I can't. Maybe I just won't eat. That sounds good. If I can't torture myself by staying in bed all day, then I guess I'll have to do it another way. I hate myself today. When I went to bed yesterday, I layed there and just clawed at my arm... I didn't really even notice I was doing it, until I noticed how much it hurt. Thankfully, it only left one noticable scratch. The rest of it is just a little raw.

Ugh... I keep zoning out... I just sat here for like... ten minutes... just... zoned out...

Well, I kept having nightmares last night... Well, they weren't really nightmares I guess... Because I wasn't really asleep. I guess my mind just kept playing these scary little scenes against its own will. That kept me awake for a good portion of the night.

Ummm... My back is killing me... It was so hard to get dressed this morning... I don't know why it hurts, it just does... Maybe it's because I stayed in bed too long.
Well...
See you space cowboy.