Here's an Emo writing blirp I jotted down while I was going through a really rough patch with life. Tell me your thoughts.
Written 12/19/06 9:39pm
this empty beast within is tearing at my soul. it rips it's way into my mind, turning all it touches to a terrifying shade of grey. how do i survive this every time? why can't i just die and let this pain seep from my pores?
why don't you say something? why can't you see me hurting? i'm right in front of you and all you do is stand there and watch and i'm dieing. why won't you help me?! why won't the hurt stop!?!
this deep ache is ripping me into tiny shards and it hurts. i hurt. why do i have to hurt?! why!?!
deep, black, dark, emptiness. empty tears. empty voice. empty thoughts. pulsating. pushing in my mind, making my eyes role back with the ecstasy of this empty pain.
and still i keep moving through my emptiness. the silence pushes behind my eyes and within my ears and makes me want to scream. but i don't. i just cry. i cry alone in my empty, black silence. in my terrifying shade of dieing grey.
there is no comfort for me in this place of death, of nothingness. you are all i have and you bring me no comfort now. not in my grey place, where i lay torn and dieing. . . . dieing . . . why am i dieing this way?! why do i have to hurt so much!?! why can't this just let me go so i can die sleep.
i just want to sleep . . .
KoraM852 Community Member 
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