The Pain
The pain, the pain, its driving me insane, I can't catch a break, and i'm battin a million man, I keep it, locked up tight in my heart, all i ever is my failings of, me myself and I, and it always seems i can't get away from the pain...
The pain is here and it won't go away, I can't get over the way i've been feelin lately, I heard my gram's gonna die, "Its cancer they say, its to far along and we can't do any thing, its in her brain attackin her system, and she may have a week to live," those words burn deep in my head, "Why God..Why does it have to be her? Why can't you take some Satinist, or some other evil person from this life and land?" You take the one person in my family who makes me strong, I always looked to my gram when things went wrong, she was the strength of me, kept me going on, but now shes soon to be gone, and i say...
The pain, the pain, its driving me insane, I can't catch a break, and i'm battin a million man, I keep it, locked up tight in my heart, all i ever see is my failings of me myself and I, and it always seems i can't get away from the pain...
The pain the pain, its everywhere man, Cause a friend of mine is affect by a little thing called auto-immune disease, Oh wait that ain't little it means her body is attackin its self, instead of infection, and its killing her man, They say that the eyees are the gateway to the soul, well her soul is pure, and i gotta belive God is walkin with her, cause if I don't then the pain will consume me, and it'll kill me like it almost did last time, and i say...
The pain, the pain, its driving me insane, I can't catch a break, and i'm battin a million man, I keep it, locked up tight in my heart, all i ever is my failings of, me myself and I, and it always seems i can't get away from the pain...
Here's the last verse, and its back to the refrain, Its about my brother, I won't give a name, he wants to kill, Just one man, he hurt a girl, who is now a lady, its was some time ago, and I don't blame him, but if you do this bro, remember one thing, Your actions will cause the pain ripple to all who care about you, and a piece of us will die on the inside, so don't let the pain kill you, because i've got one last thing to say to you,"What Goes Arround Comes Arround,"so he's doomed any way.
The pain, the pain, its driving me insane, I can't catch a break, and i'm battin a million man, I keep it, locked up tight in my heart, all i ever is my failings of, me myself and I, and it always seems i can't get away from the pain...
Look ya'll, this is what has happened to me in my life, most of it with in a couple of weeks, these are the thing that hurt me more than my psyical being, these hit my very soul... now you have a greater look into my life.
~Remember to never judge a person till you know them, then keep an open mind about them to allow them to change, and so you don't hold a grudge to people.~
Quote From My Sensei, Mitsuhiede (Mits-soo-he-day) ... His first lesson to me
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