ok, so maybe I was wrong. Ive become so addicted to being in a relationship even if it is horible, that I just cant give it up. So Im not straight lesbian, bi doubles my chances and doesnt make me that weird, not that I think its weird. its normal to want to be loved. even for a little while. Truth be told ive kind of picked out a new guy. I dont know if he's with someone or not, but hes a good friend and strange enough to be cool. I dont know how im going to ask him but i kind of want it to be before valentines.
In other news. I talked to my fave boyfriend that moved to california and had a good long talk. we are still friends and had a kind of confession time where we told who we saw over the past year. I cant beleive that its been a year already sence we started going out. (valentines 2006). Im not sure if he's coming back or not. he is atleast for a visit, but it looks like his mom is being shipted elswhere. I so hope that she comes to kodiak, for chris, brodie, sarah, and my sake. But im kind of scared because i dont know if we are still going to be friends or not. phone is ok, but nothing like real life. oh well, ill live.
got to go and take a shower soon and finish my homework.
 blutesauger · Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 04:15am · 0 Comments |
