[I just can't deal with this! I'm going to explode! Don't worry, I'm not going to kill myself! I just hate my dad!!! I mean, he promised ot take me to the movies today, and when he got home he changed into his normal cloths he changes into when he isn't going anywhere for the rest of the night. I can't take this anymore! I wanted to ask him he was still going to take me to the movies, but I shouldn't have to remind him every single day. I told him yesterday, and the whole week last week. I hate having to always tell him!
I give up on him. When he goes to bed, I'll make him a note..Saying thatnks for taking me to the movies..He should get the message that way. If not, I hate him!
I hate him even now!
I really wanted to go, to. It was one of those movies you really want to see, and not out of boredom. It looked so good, and I haven't asked him to go see any other movie with me for a- well I never asked him. THis movie, which was Hannibal Rising, is rated 'R', so since I'm not old enough to go by myself asked him. He said yes!
I got my hopes up, and now they were crushed. I knew I shouldn't get my hopes up, he tends to not do things he said he would, but I got them up.
Even if right now he remembers, to late. The only movie theatre near us is not showing anymore of that film tonight.
SO here I am, crying softly...I don't feel well anymore. I might try to stay home from school tomorow, but of corse I won't be able to. My mom always tells me to take something and go to school.
Gods, the keyboared is blurry. I'm going to go now..
This day sucks.]
I give up on him. When he goes to bed, I'll make him a note..Saying thatnks for taking me to the movies..He should get the message that way. If not, I hate him!
I hate him even now!
I really wanted to go, to. It was one of those movies you really want to see, and not out of boredom. It looked so good, and I haven't asked him to go see any other movie with me for a- well I never asked him. THis movie, which was Hannibal Rising, is rated 'R', so since I'm not old enough to go by myself asked him. He said yes!
I got my hopes up, and now they were crushed. I knew I shouldn't get my hopes up, he tends to not do things he said he would, but I got them up.
Even if right now he remembers, to late. The only movie theatre near us is not showing anymore of that film tonight.
SO here I am, crying softly...I don't feel well anymore. I might try to stay home from school tomorow, but of corse I won't be able to. My mom always tells me to take something and go to school.
Gods, the keyboared is blurry. I'm going to go now..
This day sucks.]
