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why does my mom hate me so much....
why does she keep yelling at me for things that aren't my fault...
why does she have to hit me to get the message across...
i don't know why she hates me so much
i don't know what i did to make her wish she never had me
to her i'm a failure and a screw up as a human...
i try really hard to make her proud...but nothing works...
i don't know what to do anymore
i want her to stop hurting me
i want her to stop telling me i don't care about my aunt dying...
its my fault my dad left...
its my fault everyone hates me after a while
i really am what she says...
a mistake...