Today I have a couple of poems spoken with words from the deepest part of my soul I have reached yet
My Tender Heart
There was so much I wanted to say to you
but I couldn't...
it would hurt you and through you, me
There was so much I wanted to say to you
and while not saying it broke my heart
I always held back because I always believed that I could handle one broken hear but two would scar me forever
There was so much you didn't know,
Because my gentle heart wouldn't let me say those words to make it clear
I wanted so much to tell you how I felt be even though I hated you I couldn't bear that it would hurt you
There is so much pain and anger and hate in this heart of mine
But if I tell you
I think my heart would die and fade away
There was a time when I couldn't take all of this stress
It was then that I told you
I told you all the things I had been thinking and I have yet to actually know what you felt about it
Why Do You Do It?
What is going through your mind as you savor that forbidden thing?
You think that you are so clever, saying simply that "I don't smoke anymore, you only smoke cigarettes, but you enjoy cigars"
I never got along with Grandma but withholding this is wrong
I've never done anything like this to you
I've never lied to you with this severity
So why? Why do you do it to me?
I have always wanted one of those relationships where I could let down all my barriers
Tell you everything
Let you into my mind
But I can't...
And you know it
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