well, no one can say that sundays arent interesting. I was going to vege, but the guy from the dance came by which he only does if he wants something. i went downstairs under the pretext of painting my furniture just so i could see what his reaction was to seeing me. i go into the shop and he is the first one to say anything to me. for the rest of the time he is there we keep meeting eyes. it used to be that we would never do that. i dont know what exactly he was trying to express like that, but it wasnt hate or contempt. he left and a while later he came over again under the pretext of bringing over some hubs that he couldnt use. i noticed that he was wearing a pair of thin silk shorts. well, someone was excited and it was funny after he noticed, he just stood there with his hands clasped infront of himself. he keep asking really dumb questions so he could stay longer. after he left i went on a bikeride and went by his house. i was there for almost an hour before i left. the entire time he acted really strange, he showed me around his shop and was talking about tools that i know more about than he does. he was really nervious and i keep expecting him to make some kind of move like last time, but he didnt. we just talked about lots of stuff. i brought the conversation around to our mutual friends rion and melissa. aparently they got into telling tales and my name came up a bunch and i wanted to know what was said. rion told melissa that we had had dealings before and i was really naughty. they have been concidering having a threesome with someone and my name was mentioned. probably just because im that strange. i dont know though if i actualy would. rion invited me over to dinner last week because they want me to watch melissa's son, thomas. he is really smart and everything, but im not big on the whole kid thing. i talked about gene and chris to the guy from the dance, im still not using his name because there are people on here who would hold his identity against me. if anything ever happened between us again it would be just a hook up, one night thing, nothing more. but that is all an if. besides he is leaving in a couple of months if he gets accepted to avtech, which i doubt. he would be back in 4 years, but i wont. after i went home, my dad went up to his house to borrow a sandblaster. i dont know what they talked about or what was said about me if anything because my dad didnt want me to go. oh well. i dont really care, i dont know why i am bothering with this guy anyways. he is a jerk and needs to grow up more. but for some reason i need him in any way i can get him. strange isnt it. but i wouldnt expect anything to happen. after all he has another girlfriend. but it wont last long. oh well, i have to get up early again.
btw, ive had my licence for 6 months now and my mom has agreed to take off my provisionary licence so now i can drive with people. yay. i get it changed next thursday. i cant wait even though i have to. but good night now/
 blutesauger · Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 07:19am · 0 Comments |
