I'm so lovesick right now,I can't stop thinking about him.I feel bad though because he has a gf and he thinks I don't like him.But I'm afraid that if he were to find out,he would be mad at me scream which would make me feel really sad .Also,it's not that I hate her,because I don't even know her,but I can't talk to her because just for the fact that she is his gf and it feels weird talking to someone who loves the same person as I do,and even more when she doesn't know...I hate sounding like this,because I feel like a childish little b***h.But for me,it's the only way I can get this off my chest...If you are reading this(the "him" i was refering to)...I love you heart ,so much.I know you didn't have any idea,but there were things.Like when him and I kissed and you were right there,...it felt so strange.And when you would mention her,...I felt like crying and losing hope(but that's something your trying to prevent anyway)I just guess I will always be Hinata without a Naruto,to you...Ok I'll shut up now,because I get the feeling that you want nothing to do with me anymore,espcially after that.......</3
Cressidia Ainur Community Member 
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