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Febuary 24, 2007

Things are getting weird. Things are happening to me way to much lately. Me and Jen, my girlfriends, are doing great, better than great in my oppinion. We have both hit alot of firsts with each other but I wont say anything here. redface anyway. Last night I was at this house with her and her dad, it was a house her dad was working on for this family. I could feel this weird vibe from the house and I just wanted to leave. As we were leaving Jen and I looked out the back windo of her dads pick up truck and saw this guy. He was in a tux that looked pretty old to me. Then he was gone. It was so freaky. I have had a bunch of these experiences lately, seeing things that most other people cant see, or I sense it and they cant. And sometimes when my friends or somone I know thinks something I can hear it as if they have said it. I have dreams now too, ones that are either good or bad and they almost always come true, like 4 of my friends dieing in a car accident. I can feel a change in my boddy too, not a normal one, but still a change. I can feel the energy of things in my hands and in my body. Not to mention my chest pains lately that cant be explained. And the tremors in my right hand. Also, my family has been realy sucky lately. my mother is turning crazy, saything that I need a shrink and that im not good enouph for her. I mean come one! Im 14 and I work, Im in all advanced classes, I have a relationship with a giurl im madly in love with, and she expects me to be perfect! not to mention im on the verge of running away because my whole family seems to hate me.