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ummm...yeah...no one ever reads this thing...so imma just vent right now....dont mind me....just turn away...

IM BLOODY ABOUT READY TO KILL SOMEONE....i want love...more than anything....everyone else has it....besides a few people...but they're a s**t load closer to having it than me.......imma ******** loser...all i ever get are losers....all i ever fall for is people who dont ever want to even THINK about dating me....im ugly, ******** retarded, not exactly picture-perfect for anyone....

god....i swear im not emo but dear lord am i depressed right now...

ummm...to be honest, i used to cry about this s**t, now, it just doesnt really matter...pisses me off more than anything...

yeah sure...im not the best damn thing in the world...but dammit im something......

ummmm...yeah....all my romantic possibilities at the moment are ******** retarded...im sick of waiting for them....

ummm....lesbian-ism might be in the future for me...but women can be just as ******** retarded....

idk....i'll probably regret writing this s**t right now...its just something im using to vent...cuz people check all my other blogs now....

ummm...so yeah...

im out