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well it's 3:17pm... i just woke up and jumped into the shower and now i'm here... i'm worried about sleeping again... so i don't know right now what i'm going to do... i keep opening older scars and creating new ones...i keep having bad dreams... i wake up scared and worried... i don't like feeling like that when i wake up.theres something wrong with me...i know there is... i'm just afraid of going threw a process to fix it. i'm afraid i'll get worse and worse.
i'm worried about Frank being in a car with people who have been drinking last night... is that stupid? i don't know. i just don't want anything to happen to him. i care about him... and he's pretty much the only thing that makes me really happy.i know i don't express it all the time, but since he and i started talking a part of me has opened up... i don't know if that even made sence...
tonight i have class... i'm not looking forward to it... i'm so behind....blah sad

i'll write again later