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The second biggest mistake of my life...
I don't know what's happening to me lately. My heart hurts deeply but I think it must be the sake or something. Last night some guy name Kato claims he's my real boyfriend but how can that be when I've been going out with Ren for 3 years? This Kato person took Ren's guitar and hit him across the face with it. I thought he was just some enstranged fan of Ren trying to steal me away. I wouldn't sit by and let him to that to my Ren, so I took the guitar from him and hit him right on the back of the head. As soon as I hit him I felt a sharp pain in my heart, like I was being stabbed in the chest. Maybe it was my conscience talking to me, usually when I cause pain I enjoy it but this time it hurt me deep inside. Maybe it was pity for him? It was probably nothing to concern myself with. I looked back at him as he stormed off to where ever he was going. I really hope he finds someone to make him happy like Ren has done for me.

~*Later that same night*~

After I healed Ren's wounds, my friend Nataro asked me what was wrong with his brother. I wasn't sure which brother he was talking about since he does have more then one. But he saids he name was Kato and he was unleasing all types of hell and taking it out on anything in his way. I now know that was the same guy that beat up Ren. He told me that Kato and I really did go out. I even have it written in my journal and so does he. What the hell is going on?! Someone is lying here and I need to find out who.

Nataro says that I have amnesia and maybe a possible concusion, but I feel fine except my heart hurting when I see that Kato person. He thinks that Ren bonked me on the back of the head with his guitar. I know that couldn't be because I've taking harder hits then that to head before and manage not to get amnesia. I do have a headache from time to time but it's just a hangover right?

Nataro wants me to do the right thing...how can I do the right thing when I don't know what the right thing is? he told me Kato pulled me out of my depressing stage and got me to love again, he saved me and now he's pissed and may leave for good. When was I even depressed? I actually liked my lonliness intil Ren showd me how to love again. I still don't see what evil I have done...I think me and Ren had better leave for a while intil things cool down at home.



heart Airashii 1:28 p.m. heart






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Nako Morrigan
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commentCommented on: Tue Mar 06, 2007 @ 08:17pm
*sips sake.* Ai-san.....you messed up.You better try and remember chi...for yours and Kato's sake


commentCommented on: Wed Mar 07, 2007 @ 01:37am
She better remember for Kato's sake. He's raising hell.



NekoYasha09er
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Airashii_Enjuku
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commentCommented on: Wed Mar 07, 2007 @ 09:18pm
Nako your not helping! mad and Neko I know and I'm trying! gonk


commentCommented on: Thu Mar 08, 2007 @ 01:32am
I just realized Nako said what I was going to say without the sake sip. Do your best chi..then again I'm not doing so well either.



NekoYasha09er
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