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A person can change themselves however they like. And what that person chooses to make themselves, weather they like it or not, effects the people who care about them. So why do people toss things aside and say:

Changing is too hard?
Or give up?
Or have fears of being alone?

And then there is always the down hill fall. Having an ok view on life and giving everything you do in life 150% and more. Running just for fun to keep weight down and feel good after you got home out of breath, to lay down on the floor and even though you just ran 2 miles do sit ups till it hurt so bad tears came. Waking up the next morning with a smile because your body hurts with hard work. Or making sure that even one pixel is not out of place on a piece of artwork just so you can be proud of what you created.

Falling apart in the end because of stupid things that will not make any difference in my future. Having a level 34 Hunter on World of Warcraft is not going to get me my dream job, nor a family.

I have stopped all that now. After the loss of a friend over my stupid outburst of anger and a down hill fall. I hate to lose things because I am too stupid to keep them and it will not happen again. I get up in the morning and do as many sit ups as I can fallowed by a low calorie bar with proteins in it. I take Iron for my blood and even dress nicer. I look for nice shirts on the clearance rack at my very favorite stores and I get things that make me look more professional. I am excelling in my studies and doing my best to improve upon my art. I am also giving more. If there is a fundraiser for Cancer or research I will open my wallet and pour what little I have into the box. I would like to help people.

That is all for right now. Anymore and no one will want to read.

Thank you for reading. And hey… Try to comment, please and thank you.

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