So this is it. She felt nothing, because I couldn't say anything...
her depression is my fault... I've been away too long....
So this is it? No pain remains, no feelings...
she doesn't care to hear me more then I hear her...
My words are something.... my words meant nothing...
I cry... come back
End....
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so many things are wrong, nothing is right... what I need is to open up again, what is it that I'm so afraid of exposing...