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LOL WHO NEEDS TITLES?
I know this may see REALLY emo of me,
(& I am normally completely ABOVE that)
but sometimes the situation just calls for it.
Know what I'm sayin? neutral
I can't spend the rest of my life trying to be a big, strong, emotionless Amazonian woman. Because emotions are what helps us remember how human we are. Without all that love, hate, depression, excitement crap, what the ******** are we? Just robots. We aren't robots & we weren't meant to be.
Cuz seriously. My apathy can only hold out for so long...
(lol I swear there was a point in making this entry.)
I just HONESTLY don't remember the last time I was happy or content.
It may been sometime before I started high school or after I realized my mom was a giant cuntface. Tough call.
I'd like SO MUCH to blame my problems on my parents, my friends, & my family back in the Philippines.
but in the end, most (if not all) of it is going to lead back to me.
I'm the one who doesn't give a s**t about not graduating on time.
I'm the one who treats my parents like trash.
(even though they really & truly are, but just because I can, doesn't mean I should)
I'm the one who likes to get attached to close friends & use them as a one-way ticket out of this hell-hole house.
I'm the one who feels a need to take some kind of juvenile revenge on my ex because he used me to make himself feel better about not having a loving, caring family.
(even though that little pissant did have one, he's just too ******** blind to see it. neutral )
I'm just a big, walking, talking ball of negative energy.
(PHEAR ME! I will make you lose your appetite & make your puppies pee your carpets! DDDD smile
Sometimes I think about how it's like being a suicidal junkie.
They only seem to feel one emotion at a time.
No morals as far as I can see.
Unlike me, I've got different ones coming at me left & right.
Not tellin which! ;D
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