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If I Fade Away
.....Would anyone notice?
Kind of a... crazy dream.
Okay... this is the last part of my dream that I remember the most. I went to the river, and there was this celebration. This famous couple was getting married, and I happened to know the bride. Well... yeah anyways. xD There was a bazillion different things going on there too, because they were having this huge party and it was open to the public. There were a lot of boats everywhere, and a lot of odd things happened in the dream of course. I was alone [as in, no real life people I knew where there, but I knew a lot of the dream people]. I was also different people throughout the dream as well.

I went to the river, and there was the party. I walked around, and I went down all the way to the end were the couple was at on their boat. It was the biggest, most beautiful boat there. The bride looked stunning in her white garb. Then i walked off and got something to eat. [no clue what it was] On my way back, there was a woman who was preaching about something. I walked over to the boat, and she seemed to be saying something, but I don't remember who it was. She was on the deck and I stood directly underneath her. The sun highlighted her and ade her look dark so i couldn't see her face. I was started to be pressured by other people in the group to go away because they didn't like me. Then I switched to being some little boy who had too much fun playing in the mud and seaweed. My mom came along and she washed it all off. [wtf?] Then i go back to being me and I run all the way down to the snakcs place. There were a lot of cakes there... THe colours of the wedding were white and pastels. There were these beautiful drinks sitting in these delicate porclean cups that looked thick, and each one had a different pastel color. It was so beautiful! A lot of the silverwear was porcolean..

Just as I was admiring the spread, I heard a sound go off. I had missed the wedding boat! I ran over to another boat [that happened to belong to a rich friend of mine] and they let me hitch a ride so that I could catch up to the party wedding boat [which only friends and famly could go on for the actual ceremony]. I eventually get onto the boat, and it looks like it's sinking! [just my luck] But it's actually a game they're playing. We go underneath the brides this way as we submerge... When I think about it, I held my breathe long enough each and every time while I'm hanging onto my bride-friend, but realisticly that could never happen and some people might drown. xD Anyways... the dream sort of ends there after we go under a few bridges and IRL my lungs are starting to hurt...

And that was my dream. Haven't had one in a long, long time.. -sweatdrop- So... if you analyize my dream, what does it tell you about me? lmao...

for fun: (online interpretations)
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Words like river: Emptying. Flowing and active. Thinking is time to get rid of some feelings.

Words like bride: Feminine receptivity. Ready to receive.

Words like party: Celebration. Festivity. Pleasure. Want to participate in a common activity.

Words like open: Entrance and exit. Exposed. Opportunity. Potential. Ready to make a choice.

Words like white: People feel they can rely on you. You have an abundance of energy and vitality.

Words like back: Changes in life. Family arguments. Approaching money.

Words like sun: Life. Energy. Continuity. You are producing something worthy.

Words like dark: Mystery. The unknown and unformed. A place of fear or of potential. Difficulties ahead.

Words like face: Repair of self image. Vanity. Renewal. Part of identity ready for a make-over.

Words like boy: Young power developing. Increase in the family.

Words like mud: Slanderous charges. Messy feelings. Family disturbances.

Words like down: Overturned. Confusion. Great disorder. You want to straighten something out.

Words like cakes: Celebration. Sometimes treat, sometimes indulgence.

Words like rich: Valuable. Abundance. Pleasing and satisfying. Seeking security in your feelings.

Words like friend: Joy and consolation. Aspect of self ready for integration.

Words like up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.

Words like wedding: Commitment. Union. Feeling close to someone.

Words like boat: Movement across the depths of feelings. Will attain aim in life.

Words like ceremony: Deep commitment ready to make. Formal rite. Ritual.

Words like sinking: Beneath the surface. You want to get to the bottom of things.

Words like playing:
Amusement. Joy. Free movement. Need for fun and carefreeness.

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River: To see a clear, calm-flowing river in your dream, signifies that you are allowing your life to float away and it is time that you take a more decisive hand in directing your life. A river also symbolizes joyful pleasures, peace and prosperity

Bride: To see a bride in your dream, signifies the most feminine qualities about you. A bride may also symbolize a union or partnership or some sort.

Party: To dream that you are at a party, suggests that you need to get out more and enjoy yourself.

Sun: To see the sun in your dream, symbolizes peace of mind, enlightenment, tranquility, fortune, goodwill, and insight. It also represents radiant energy. It is a good omen to have the sun shining in your dream.

Faceless: To see a faceless figure or person in your dream, indicates that you are still searching for your own identity and finding out who you are. Perhaps you are unsure of how to read people and their emotions. And therefore are expressing a desire to know and understand these people in a deeper level.

Boy: If you are female and dream that you see or are a boy, then it indicates that you are developing the masculine aspects of character. Alternatively, it may represent your feelings about a real-life boy who is important and significant to you. You may have a crush on this boy and your waking thoughts of him has carried over into the dream world. Your motherly instincts may be taking over.

Mud" To see mud in your dream, suggests that you are involved in a messy and sticky situation. It also suggests that some internal cleansing is needed. To dream that you are walking in mud, suggests that you are feeling weighed down by a situation, problem, or relationship. To dream that mud has gotten on your clothing, signifies that your reputation is being attacked and called into question. Consider the term "mud-slinging" to refer to some politicians.
<- that happened the day before the dream in question. it upseted me a lot. ..

Cake: To see a cake in your dream, indicates that you need to learn to share and allocate your workload instead of trying to do everything yourself. Cakes also symbolize selfishness or the feeling of not getting your fair share. More positively, the dream may represent your accomplishments and achievements. Consider also the metaphor a "piece of cake" or some situation that is easy. To see a partially eaten cake in your dream, signifies missed and lost opportunities. To dream that you are buying a cake, suggests that you have accepted the rewards and recognition your are getting for our work. You are learning to be comfortable in the spotlight.

Wedding: To see a wedding in your dream, symbolizes a new beginning or transition in your current life. Dreams involving weddings are generally negative and highlight some anxiety or fear. It often refers to feelings of bitterness, sorrow, or death. Alternatively, wedding dreams reflect your issues about commitment and independence.It may also signify a new phase (such as parenthood) that you are entering in your life.

Wedding Clothes: To see wedding clothes in your dream, signifies new friends and pleasurable undertakings. To see soiled wedding clothes in your dream, signifies a falling-out with an admirable person.

Boat: To dream that you are in or see a boat, signifies you ability to cope and express your emotions. Pay particular attention to the condition and state of the waters, whether is is calm or violent, clear or murky, etc. Are you "smooth sailing"? Alternatively, you may be ready to confront your unconscious and unknown aspects of yourself. To dream that you are trying to jump off a boat, suggests that you want to dive directly in and confront those difficult emotions and approach your problems head on.

Ceremony: To dream that you are attending a ceremony, symbolizes the sacrifice and devotion necessary for success. You may be going through a crucial moment in your waking life that requires your commitment. It is a time for introspection, self-discovery, and inner changes.

Sinking: To dream that you or something is sinking, suggests that you are feeling overwhelmed and that someone or something is pulling your down. You may be experiencing lowered self-esteem and confidence. Alternatively, some important and significant stage in your life may be coming to an end. Consider what is sinking and its significance.





 
 
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