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Passions and Turmoil. Heaven and Hell Story of my life is in this title..... I finaly understand what "It was the best of times. It was the worst of times" Means....


Zephel
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Loving hate....Cheers to you Romeo and Juliet...
This is my 1st entree so....Hello

This journal/diary or whatever will most likely be dealing with things both wonderful, and horrible in nature...
If you dont like to hear a person b***h about life, spare yourself the effert and time, and go away before I begin doing just that.

Like I previously before stated, this deals with things in my real life which I am almost positive will be both good and bad. I will also posts storys written by me from time to time (I would like to become a writer) so please bare with me....

Well anyways...Today.......
Had been an alright day.
Usual boring school day followed by the joys of going home.
I talked with Ashu today and discovered we both have dif. reasons for seeing each other. One for love with meaning both in gaia and IRL and one just for gaia (I will not say which one of us has which thought as to not incriminate either of us). I just feel really bad about this....
She is mad at me and now im really down...... I love her so much, but I hate her being mad at me.... I could never be mad at her....In my eyes she is the depiction of inner beauty. Just talking with her calms my soul so..

However, our difference in age makes it hard.
It would not be right to no each other IRL....
The person who loves the other IRL also knows that.
Im just so torn.......
I am not pm ing her back as of now,.... I need some time to myself...
So, Ashu, if your reading this, I love you.....and Im not mad...

Im sorry...




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Ashutaki
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comment Commented on: Tue Mar 15, 2005 @ 02:29am
zep im so sorry i did this to you. put you through this pain. it was never my inention you treat me like a goddess and your the angel at my side....i wouldnt know what id do without you.


comment Commented on: Sat Jul 22, 2006 @ 07:18am
thats rough dude im sorry u had to find out first hand sweatdrop
but seriousley phil snap the ******** out of it
i know ur in pain but u have to let these things go...its apart of life
ill have to come up and stay or something and to catch up its been forever man
i think i can beat u in halo now ive gotten better xp
but yeah ur like the bro i never had
so anyways whats been up u havent been on for ages



underground_assasin
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underground_assasin
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comment Commented on: Sat Jul 22, 2006 @ 07:28am
but seriousley sorry about what happened


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