i stayed up untill 1:30 last night talking to casey again even though i had to get up at 5 for school. i let some things slip and now i have to tell gene how i cheated on him a little bit. i really dont want to because i iknow he may not want to go out with me afterwards. but casey is right, i have to and the sooner the better. i dont know how he will take it so im really scared, but i want to be straight up with him. i know i ******** up bigtime on this one and i want to say im sorry but i dont know if he will let me. casey thinks he might because he is just so easy going and that it takes alot to piss him off. and btw gene cut off all of his hair. i never really liked it, but its better than it all being gone. it doesnt even look black like it is. he said he did it for the scot mask for firefighting. caseys hair is so long that he didnt have to cut it, thank all the dieties above and below. i promised that i would tell gene today and im going to try to do it in about 10 minutes if i see him. if not ill try at lunch, and if i dont get him then i will try after he gets off work and before he has training at the firehouse. and if not then i will call one more time before bed and email him. i just want to get it over with. oh well, class is about over so i have to go and get some more gold before i have to sign off.
 blutesauger · Mon Mar 19, 2007 @ 07:02pm · 0 Comments |
