today i feel very sad and i almost cryed today because of my teacher (Mr.Koohns) was lecturing me after school for i hour!!! YES 1 HOUR!!!
he was talking about you can do better and i was all like life sux! then he was all like y and i was like because y does anyone live we live we do something with out life then die!!! WTF IS UP WITH THAT????
and also today i feel a closer bond between Ryan and i but i will not act like i love him around him...i WILL be wareing a dress to school Thursday...YAY , finaly i can ware that dress...
i have always beeen picked on i never say it bothers me when it really does i dont mind if people say i am creepy or scary by the way i treat them.
u know what i h8 about people???
i h8 it when people judge others by theyer looks...i mean seriously! if i did that...do you think i would still like Ryan???
NO , i would not!!! but i am ot one of those people so i like Ryan for what he is...he can be a little bit of a trouble maker but i dont think he is acualy doing any trouble sometimes! sweatdrop (i know that makes no sence)
4laugh i still like Ryan 4laugh
but i will still keep my promise and not indure this madness for much longer , he has found out i like him and yet he is not expressing any h8 or dislike...ITS LIKE HE DOESNT CARE!? OMFG!? do you think he doesnt care because he likes me in the same way???i dought it!
i mean seriously if you were to see what i look like...you would not even be talking to me or even be reading this!!! you would probabley run to the eye clinic because your eyes have gone blind by the horror , THE HORROR!!!
i have not cryed in a long time and it is probably that time of the month again where i HAVE TO cry because all the pain and suffering i go throu every day it just builds up then i have to relese it!
Ryan is probalbley not one of the guys like the previous people i have liked where they just judge you looks...but then again i dont know... this is confusing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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