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To imagine God would give me something so amzaing, that he would send me Jacob. The Angel of my dreams. But, what did I do to deserve him? Is Jacob in trouble with God and I'm God's punishment to him?
I love him so much. But it seems I can't prove it to him in anyway..I want him to know, that he can tell...That I love him with more that all the grains of sand on the beach plus the drops of water in the ocean.
I get jelous, I get angry, but at the end of the day, all I really want is to be able to hold him, and I want to cry for joy all the time. Maybe I'm just crazy...