Well anyway, I was just at my last art class for the 'semester' thingy... Meaning I have a week off till we start a whole new half a year! YAY! Its manga and comic book characters. Not alot of people know I have a sick fascination with comic book drawing as well as Manga. Comic book heros have big huge muscles while manga characters just have better stories... Of Only I could mix them someday, crazy idea huh? And my teacher, a 25 year comic artist (Mainly known for his spiderman drawings) gave me two of his drawings and signed them so I was uber happy. It's because I'm his favorite in the class because I talk AND can draw for s**t. You'd be surprised the crazy fools he lets in that class!
Well, I'll tell you about them now too! Well, the first one is named David, he's my biggest competition. I'm better at figures and muscles while he can draw clothes like a ******** pro...But he never says ANYTHING. It almost scares me. I try talking to him and being friendly and stuff but NO. Never says a thing... Just shakes his head or nods... Drives me a little on the insane side. BUT HE'S NOTHING COMPARED TO THE HOMESCHOOLED FREAK CASSADRA. Shes in like... 7th grade I think? And no offense to homeschooled kids, but, shes not normal. She thinks everything and everyone is constantly focusing on her and her non-existant drawing skills. Shes ugly and small and.... does this weird thing when she looks at stuff... Like picks up her upper lip (Like a horse when its bored) and her eye twiches.... Eee! And she talks to herself. All the time. Constantly when I'm TRYING to draw. Grr. These things drive me nuts.
Anywayssss! I broke up with Clara! Cause she was being a b***h... As usual I suppose. Clara can burn in Hell emo
So for that reason I have been clinging to Sam, and Kyle somewhat. Reason being? Kyle is my favorite and Sam is Sam. Brii and Noura are cool, but they depress me. Don't know why... Meh, could be cause they're girls and so is Clara, either way, whatever.
I also think its really funny that Kyle is almost planning to ******** Sophie on his little trip to Japan... Tehe! I mean really, 14? Hah. Hahahaha. Haaaaahha.
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And you know whats beeing bugging me lately? My Chemical Romance. I see what Kyle is saying when he says they're annoying.
NO ONE EVER SHUTS UP ABOUT THEM. I'm starting to resent them because of that... I mean holy s**t, Gerard way and mikey arent the only two ******** people in the band. I used My Chemical Romances songs as a way of not killing myself. Kinda as like a 'Well... That song totally says my circumstance.' and they did! But now its so not about that... It pisses me off to the core, mahn. I'll slap the next person that says Gerard Way is hot.
Is not like he, or anyone else on the planet, doesnt know that. God damn.
Anyway, I've kinda gotten slightly obsessed with AFI. For some reason I just have become addicted to Kill Caustic. The part when he's all 'Don't speak my name...' Just makes me want to scream in a not-so-emo way. Yaaay AFI. Though, I have a feeling they'll be the next MCR and then they're peeps will be the hottest thing on the planet and the damn preppy people will love them... Joanne like them and thats cool but I got violent shivers when she started to say how hot they were. Violent shivers meaning I'm an extremly violent emo *eye twitch* I'm stronger and more pissy when I got too much of that adreneline s**t in my system... I'm one of those psychos that can feel it through my arms and have little pusling urges... Yes, I've been to 3 psychiatrists.
But Im now and on my own little fancy pills that are suppose to control that so I don't go ******** someone up when they didnt do anything to me. I'm a good friend if you ever get into a fight and need help 3nodding
Ohhh~~!! That reminds me... I was at the gym last night, as I am almost every night, and I was doing my chest and arms and now they hurt... And so do my calves causeI did them on monday. Its thursday and Im still having to streach them! Sad, neh?? I'm out of shape, what can I say? But I sitll have a fetish for muscles and voices. Yaaaay huge dudes who use weights that weigh more than me 3nodding heart
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Again that reminds me, I'm leaning towards guys now, quite heavily too, but I'm pretty damn sure Im still bi (It took me a lonnnnnng time to admit to myself I was actually bi sweatdrop ). I'm sure glad I still have Sam to talk to... Its a weird feeling because I'm getting sick of being around... girls. Oddly enough it bugs me when Kyle isnt at school because I have to talk to girls all day... Isnt that weird?! It bugs me too... I'm a hypocrite I know xd Can't stand my own gender for too long...
Gehh... I still love you Noura and Brii xd (Notice I left out Clara? emo )
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Theres a HUGE horse thing comming up... It's called my "Parelli" level 1 test.
Now you're probably saying, "What the ******** is Parelli and can I eat it?" And well, no... And I'll explain!
Parelli is a human training system that teaches you and the horse to have this thing called Harmony. Alot of people think horses should have long flight distances, be scared of everything, and should be feared. When in reality thats all so stupid. Parelli teaches the human to communicate with their horse in a non-violent and fair way... Its also called Natural Horsemanship. Its when you communicate with your horse like another horse would. Its very complicated and harder than it sounds.
I've worked for a year to maybe pass this test and my hands shake just thinking about it. Its HUGE! But I'm one of the 2 people who shouldnt have a problem passing (Theres like 12ish people trying).
Again, this involves my lovely Sooky! Shes so great. YAAAY PONY! I'm clipping her up and gonna pull her mane and make her look gorgeous for our test 3nodding
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MYYYY mom got my a Yo-yo with gum in it heart I cant yo-yo and I hate the flavor of gum it has in it but I feel happy 3nodding 4laugh I love my mommey and daddy, what can I say? I used to hate them, but I got over it (As I did that one guy) and now I'm happy with life and believe in God.... Chea, random statement.
I'm failing Japanese because I didnt do these 2 tests, but she said I can raise it to a B if I ace them, so I'm studying extra hard tonight and on spring break! Yeah!
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No one ever calls me anymore emo emo emo It makes me feel sad... I ever went through the trouble of finding out how to take my annoying ringback tone off just to make you all happy.... but It didnt work... So WHATever. If Sooky had a phone, she'd call me. Sooky love me unconditionally. Unlike Kyle whom I need to buy Cookies for friendship. Yay cookies though.
DAMN! I don't wnana go to school tomarrow! I WANT SPRING BREAK NOW! I usually wouldnt mind going one more day but like.... Kyle wont be there, Claras mad at me, and Clara and Kyle are in all my classes on A days Maybe Clara will forgive me? I should give a peace offering... Like some candy from uwajimaya that I didnt like. Neh, maybeh. She mad at me cause I hurt one of her doodles. Little over sensative if you ask me, but I cant know how long she'll hate me for that. Not that I care. Because I really dont...
DAMMIT! I WANNA FAKE ******** SICK!
Shoot me now! Hang me from a celing fan! Rip off my head! I don't care, just not that school thing again!!
Anyway, thanks for reading and leave a comment, 3nodding
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