Every night I sleep..ever since February 1st,
I dream about you....about how cold,
evil, vicious, selfish, greedy and arrogant you've become;
...what has gotten into you...?
I dream about you....about how cold,
evil, vicious, selfish, greedy and arrogant you've become;
...what has gotten into you...?
In my dreams, I remember how well we got along,
How many times you whispered to my ear "I love you...so much",
and everyday we spent was full of excitement and romance,
But now its all gone...the last thing you whispered to my ear was,
"I hate you....but even if I do, I could care less about you,
Because now, I am happy with my new man, and with or without you,
I will still be happy"......
My heart was broken that day.....I couldnt stop you....
and I fell into darkness once more, lost in the river of time,
and fending for myself....once again....
like in the years of all my life...
How many times you whispered to my ear "I love you...so much",
and everyday we spent was full of excitement and romance,
But now its all gone...the last thing you whispered to my ear was,
"I hate you....but even if I do, I could care less about you,
Because now, I am happy with my new man, and with or without you,
I will still be happy"......
My heart was broken that day.....I couldnt stop you....
and I fell into darkness once more, lost in the river of time,
and fending for myself....once again....
like in the years of all my life...
Now its been 2 months...
My Heart is left with nothing....and I have forgotten...
Forgotten everythig, I dont remember you or your face
or your smile or the feel of your lips....not even your name...
I have forgotten everything and now my heart is set to
deny your existence, Ive even threaten others to
drop that subject or else I would break my bonds with those people.
I dont know if Ive gotten over it...I dont think I have....
But now....I realized I was dreaming...and you never existed...
But I want you to be real....even so...I now know that...
Miracles dont exist...Magic doesnt exist...it never did....
This is not fantasy, this is not a story or a fan fic....
this isnt the beauty side of life, and this isnt the age of Aquarius...
This is reality....a horror...a terror...a drama...
a huge white lie....the meaning of despair...
the true form of "UNFAIR"....the light consumed by darkness...
......MY WORST NIGHTMARE.....
......now....all Im expected to do is to go along with it...
....how I long for those days...to be real...to be real again...
but they wont happen...my prayers wont be answered...
I wont be feeling any better until something amazing happens...
but right now....Everyday is the Same...
....Nothing ever changes....
My Heart is left with nothing....and I have forgotten...
Forgotten everythig, I dont remember you or your face
or your smile or the feel of your lips....not even your name...
I have forgotten everything and now my heart is set to
deny your existence, Ive even threaten others to
drop that subject or else I would break my bonds with those people.
I dont know if Ive gotten over it...I dont think I have....
But now....I realized I was dreaming...and you never existed...
But I want you to be real....even so...I now know that...
Miracles dont exist...Magic doesnt exist...it never did....
This is not fantasy, this is not a story or a fan fic....
this isnt the beauty side of life, and this isnt the age of Aquarius...
This is reality....a horror...a terror...a drama...
a huge white lie....the meaning of despair...
the true form of "UNFAIR"....the light consumed by darkness...
......MY WORST NIGHTMARE.....
......now....all Im expected to do is to go along with it...
....how I long for those days...to be real...to be real again...
but they wont happen...my prayers wont be answered...
I wont be feeling any better until something amazing happens...
but right now....Everyday is the Same...
....Nothing ever changes....
