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I cannot stand sitting in my desk chair typing to a bunch of people who really could give a s**t less about who I am or what I am. I really have no right to say that you are insensitive jerks, because in that very way I am the greatest of hypocrites. I detest very few of you. I tried to stop caring about everyone's small flaws and every little detail of every little moment that bothered me, but you would not let me, and my conscience would not let me.

Perhaps I am just giving up and acting like a giant emo f** which is the one thing I never wanted to become. So be it. Everyone has their own opinions, and that is too ******** great. I hope you cherish your opinions, but never, never let yourself think your opinions matter.

We all die.
No one wants to deal with this, because it can't be fixed, nor should it be.
Life is imperfect on so many levels it is hard to determine if life is really worth it.

Perhaps we were never made to have such complex thoughts and feelings. Perhaps man was meant for primal instinct alone, and nothing else...

In any case, Gaia is not for me.
I will remain on until the week is out, so as to distribute my items to those who deserve them.