Typical Day
Today was okay, I guess. I've been wondering what would happen if my ex did find my gaia account though. I knew earlier she had one, but I didn't bother to ask much about it. Just left that subject out to dry. The reason I've been thinking bout this was that maybe someday (not necessarily meaning anytime soon) I'll write up something messed up about her on my journal. Then again, I go back to the question, "Do I care?" If I DO manage to answer that question, the next one would be "Am I still her friend?" Obviously, no. It doesn't make sense, but I had hoped in her to change naturally. Apparently, its going nowhere. I should just give up on a stubborn, little freshman girl like her. I would rather much be with someone not so childish and someone who knows what the words "Sacrafice" & "Committment" really mean and really look like.
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