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It seems as of late people have not asked me, how are you doing, do you need something or do you want to talk about something? Instead I ask these questions. What I find truly ironic is the fact that everyone has time for thier friends, well let me ask you people, when was the last time anyone invited me to do anything? when was the last time anyone said to me, josh do you need help? 2 people. That's right. 2. How sad is that? 2 people out of how many people know me in real life, and online have talked to me? 2. I don't want pity. I don't even want an I'm sorry. Cause it's life. life sucks. everyone's either busy or don't wanna talk to me. That's fine. ten bucks says my friends in life who read this are gonna wanna call and check on me. That's fine but I ask you: are you calling because your really concerned or are you calling cause what I said makes sense and you feel guilty and bad about ignoring me? I'm curious. Cause if anyone wants to know why I have to go a pyscologist feel free to ask, and yes next week I start therapy, and I'll tell ya why. I am not angry or upset. Just hurt.