hes NOT worth it...
i dont want to care anymore..
i want to forget..
i want to let go of all the memories and start new...
i made too many mistakes...
he ruined everything for me.
when i see him i have to try and work it out....i gotta make things the way they used to be..
i HAVE to..
if i don't i'll go crazy.....
i gotta do whatever it takes to not hurt................
i just dont know what that is yet............
because.......
either way i'm hurting....
he's hurting me! does he know?
does he understand? does he have a reason to do this to me?
does he not love me anymore?
did he never love me to start with?
what do i do?
what can i say?
how do i bring him back to me?
or.....how do i get the one i love to love me.............
how?
why cant he see me?
why cant he see that hes the one i want???
what do i do?
im torn between the two of them....
one that will stay..yet hurt me....
and one that doesnt notice how i feel...and probably doesn't care...but all at the same time makes me the happiest person alive!
am i only after him to heal my pain?
or have i really wanted him for all these years?
im so confused...
i dont know what to think...what to feel...
i need help..
i need guidance...
i need.................
i need to be loved......
unconditionaly....
i need to be held..
i need to be kept safe..
taken care of......
i need someone.....
i need him....
he takes all my pain away...
all the pain that one caused, the other takes away without even realizing it....
he doesnt know what he does for me..
and the other doesnt know what hes doing to me....
what to do?...
what to do?.....
Kitta_0112 Community Member 
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