Okay people it's about my 5th time I've been on, but everything is pretty good so far except that I'm still having trouble because I don't have a certain thing. Oh well. I guess I might havve to cooperate with my computer. On another note I have been working on a story for quite some time now, and I've type some of it out already. So I guess I coould put a few paragraphs from my story. So anyways I hope you enjoy these paragraphs from the begining of my story, and if I offend anyone or make people worry I am so sorry and I apologize, but anyways I hope you do enjoy it and that I can hear your opinions on these few paragraphs from the story.
Chapter I
Many people die every year, some by natural causes, some by accidents, some by murder. I have seen all of these things before in my life, but I never thought that it was such a big deal. At least not until now. My hands are covered with bloodstains that will never wash away. I’ve killed so many people that I can’t even remember their faces of my targets anymore. I really wish I could take back what I’ve been doing my whole life. I’ve hurt so many people that it is impossible for me to say sorry to each and every one of them. As I hurt those many people I ended up in the end hurting myself. How have I done this? I’m a dog on a leash obeying the commands of my master. I am a mercenary, an assassin, a murderer. At least that is what some would call me. I never knew that I would feel pain when I think about death or kill anyone, but all it took was one person to make myself realize what I’ve been doing throughout my whole life. What evil I’ve been causing to others. I wish I could take it all back, but how can I wish for the impossible? I even wish that I could just die to end this sadness that has been with me for so long, but mostly to be with him. I want to see him so bad, I want him to embrace me in his gentle arms again, his kiss, and his gentle touch when he held my hand, but I know that he wouldn’t want that. I know that he wants me to be happy to feel the emotions of life to live. I know that he doesn’t want me to die just so he and could be together forever. I know that he wishes for the good in my life and to live life filled with so many things, but why do I feel to empty?
AJ_anime-fan · Fri Mar 30, 2007 @ 11:44pm · 1 Comments |