Walking alone
Not wanting to live
But actually want to die
Want to have never been born
Since it seems i just bring arguments
I want to run away
But never do it
I want to cut myself
But not brave enough to do it
I hate my life
So much that i want to die
every day
I don't seem to fit in
Not even with my family
I don't care what people
Think of me now
But i need to get this out
Now i lay in bed writing this
Trying not to cry
Feeling like this hurts
So much
I can't take it anymore
I just hate how i am
Please forgive me
My negativity is all i can think of
I just for once not want to be yeld at
Or be a cause for a fight
But it seems noone can understand me
Or the pain im in
Not wanting to live
But actually want to die
Want to have never been born
Since it seems i just bring arguments
I want to run away
But never do it
I want to cut myself
But not brave enough to do it
I hate my life
So much that i want to die
every day
I don't seem to fit in
Not even with my family
I don't care what people
Think of me now
But i need to get this out
Now i lay in bed writing this
Trying not to cry
Feeling like this hurts
So much
I can't take it anymore
I just hate how i am
Please forgive me
My negativity is all i can think of
I just for once not want to be yeld at
Or be a cause for a fight
But it seems noone can understand me
Or the pain im in
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