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well..it's spring break...kinda' not goin well though.....just broke up with my b/f about 2 days ago....so is kinda' emo...and the guy I'm trying to ask out is well.....confused..he's in love with me, but at the same time he's in love with another girl sweatdrop So I told him I can wait for him to choose me...but i feel kinda...well...builty and mean fro breaking up with my b/f..he's a really kick a** dude and all..but it's things that he needs to get in check and i was praactically sick when I was with him, but wanted to be with the guy I also love...so we broke up.... crying ...now...I'm kinda' lonely cause well....the guy I love now can't decide weather to be with me or the other person... crying I'll be upset if he chooses the chick over me....but I will be happy for him..it will kinda' just suck..i sacrficed a good relationship for him and now I might not have anyone...I told him to give me a call around Tuesday if he wanted to go out with me..meaning I should get the results tomorow afternoon... whee ....i just hope i made the right decisions.... crying crying crying crying crying ..well..g2g...love ya' all!! *hugs and kisses* blaugh