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I'm bored. D:< *dissects personality*

Okay, I've been pondering lately my extent to which I like people. There are few people I like, but even fewer I dislike, so I was wondering what exactly my capacity for affection is.

When I meet someone, one of the first things I notice is his or extent of friendliness and intelligence. I fraternize with neither corrupt people nor idiotic ones, moreso disliking the latter.
Most people I then from deem as "likeable" and continue to associate. Like aforementioned, there are very few people I cannot find myself to like. Hmm.....I believe that there is some measureable amount of goodness in every human, but is up to him or her how much is used. Capabilities and decisions are too very different things, and every person has the potential to do good. If someone was about to get hit by a car, anyone could save him or her. I'd estimate that 60% of the people would actually do so, for various reasons.

But let's say that someone is about to get hit by a car, and you push that person out of harm's way, but only because he or she was going to grant you a large sum of money later in the day. Would that be classified as a good deed, even though your intentions were not of any honourable decree?
I'd say no. I believe that the actions of one who does good are, essentialy, good at the core, regardless of the result, and the actions of the opposite are equal on the negative scale.

So, can I actually like people? I'm not much the type to, say, "Like" or "love" a person, but I do respect people. I have a superiourity complex in the first place, so it's pretty hard to gain my respect. >_o But there are people I love, naturally, as a human with a human heart I love my family. And my friends are tops, so I'd have to say that I have a reasonably average capacity to love.

But then again, there's, like, two or three people in the world that I really like super duper much. And there are even less people than that that I like more than myself, not saying I wouldn't give my life for more people, as I certainly would, it's just that, what with my insane ego, I just....really like myself. Ehhhhhhh? lol

But I think that it's more about gaining my respect and impressing me, before I consider "love", and therefore, all stems from respect again, which I don't give a lot of people, in my own right. I don't really look up to anybody, not anymore [ego the size of Texas?! D:].

Conclusion: I posses the potential to love every single human being! Isn't that nice? :'D

I love less than 1% of humanses that I meet, most people I know falling in between 15% and 50% of my tolerance, a few in between 80% and 99%.

RESPECT MY RESPECT. I PITY THE FOOOOOOOL.....*falls into hole*

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