Once again I don't know what to do with myself. I can't stop crying and I just can't accept the fact that I'm worthless. I want things to improve before I break down in front of my parents. Truth is, I just plain want to die... Pessimistic, I know but I don't care. I don't care about anything else anymore. I want to sleep and sleep forever. My world has fallen apart a long time ago and I can't seem to be able to fix it. I wanna change so people don't think I'm weak... So people stop hurting me the way they've been doing for a long time. I wanna find my own proof that I'm alive... All I wanna do is get rid of this hell once and for all. I know I have people that really care about me but right now I feel completely alone. Great, now I'm crying again. Life just plain sucks. It sucks man eggs...
Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Fri Apr 06, 2007 @ 03:30am · 1 Comments |