is love for real? can you feel it for just anyone? can you explain it?
love is really confusing me right now.
everything is really confusing me right now.
everything i want i can't get.
everything i can get i don't want.
i just want things to be all happy and loving.
is that too much to ask for?
i want to stop being yelled at.
i want to stop being made to feel like a fat ugly stupid wothless person.
even my dreams make me feel horrible.
last night i had a bad dream about Frank.
i woke up crying.
i don't know what i want from his and my relationship.
it's still a new one.
he doesn't understand what goes through my head.
s**t i don't even understand it most of the time.
i don't know what i can count on anymore.
but if the yelling and hurting doesn't stop soon...i'll stop it for good.
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