today we had our probably last gathering with our academic advisor. Puan Zur'aini is very nice person, kind and concerned about all of her students ^^. i feel lucky having her as my academic advisor.
when we talked in the gathering, she gave us two question to ponder and comment about it. these was the question: "WHO ARE YOU? AND WHY ARE YOU HERE?"
my answer to these question was i'm me and i belonged to me. i told them how i first came to the campus half-hearted and couldn't figure out the reason why i had chosen this course i'm currently doing. truthfully, my parents were the one who told me to leave matriculation. it was a sad event for me because all my friends were doing matriculation at the same place. i remember the tears. i practically cried in my friend's room but what to do. it was consider a good course for me to do and my dad was concerned about what had happened the year before. somehow some of the people who got good result for matriculation couldn't get their wanted course. even during my year, only one of my friend managed to get engineering and the rest got to get teaching courses.
looking back at 3 years in college, a lot of stuff had happened. the pain, joy, fights, misunderstanding and loneliness had taught me to be a better person.
and i told them one thing that most of them didn't know. i had never had any friends from a specific race due to my multiracial town. plus i was only mixing with either chinese or my own race. in the end i wished for them to have a great future.
i'm currently feeling both happy and sad; happy because i'm going to graduate; sad because i'm leaving all this great people. but what to do. life must go on. the life cycle continues
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