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I think about a lot of things because frankly I don't sleep that much, now I'm not a guy that preaches a lot or has the right, but frankly I don't want to hate anymore.
I don't to be afraid anymore, want things such as power, pain, suffering, intimidating of others, or recognition. Love, compassion, courage, integrity, and honor are the things....no the ideas that give me strength, that strike a chord to me and make me realize that the world is bigger and could be better if we stop being afraid, start being honest, don't step on the necks of others to get what we want or lurk from the shadows and strike at people in cowardice, what I am basically saying is that I no longer will be afraid to do whats right, it will be hard, I may be alone at times but then again maybe I won't. They're people out there who feel, think and want the same as I do, so if you believe something is out of place, fix it, make it right the best you can, don't let people who have "strength" push people around because they can't or won't fight back, let the person who can't fight know that you will be their fist, their sword, their shield and then they will heed your example and stand up for others as you did for them, that in a sense is why I finally believed I joined the army, that is why I have a chip on my shoulder because I no longer want to see anyone be pushed around or wronged against anymore......I'm not hero, I haven't begun yet, but I will and I won't go down easily because love, honor, compassion and every other facit that can be good in us will drive me on and when I die someone will do the same, now i'm not saying the world will be fixed completely but it will be better for the those who ever were and for those who ever will be.