i'm having doubts about many things that are going on in my life...
i've been feeling like this afew days... i was able to hold it all back but last night i let it get to me...it was stupid of me.
when i broke up with jonas i swore off all long distance relationships... i love frank so much it just hurts to be away from him. i want to be happy and he makes me happy... but i'm also really sad and depressed cause i can't be with him.
it's getting bad though... i'm making excusses... i know i am... its scarying me how much i care about him... and yet i'm pushing him away cause i'm afraid of getting hurt and hurting him.
i don't know what to do
...i feel like giving up on everything and everyone...
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