Listening to: Gaia towns music
I've thought about it oevr and over. I've thought of calling up Bryan and telling him to come claim his son. Because I hate seeing Eric in pain. I've picked up the phone, but I've never called.
How would they know what he likes?
Could they ever figure out his favorite toys?
Could they know that he hates binkies?
Who would figure out how he likes to go to sleep?
I know for a fact they could never love Kouei as much as Eric and I do. They could never understand him as much as we do. Sure, Eric hurts, and I do to. But the truth remains as this. We love Kouei more than anything in this world. And No one could ever love him as much as us.
On another note, I'm finding that the fact is this, I have very few real friends. The small amount that I do, I have evry little trust in people. I have very little trust in people, and I'm wondering what I am suppose to do. How do i go on with life, trusting only the few people I do. i've been lied to, back stabbed, and hated almost all my life. How do I go on? how do i keep walking forward?
