I Wouldn`t Feel So Alone.If You Were My Friend I Wouldn`t Feel So Used.I Am Alone All My Friends Have Better Friends Than Me.New Pain Coming Apart Of My Everyday Life.Nothing To You ! If Those TWO People [Who Shall Remain Nameless But For My Referance I Put Them In My Self Concept Book] One Of Them I Just Talk To On Msn And That Is It! What About Here I`m Not Special Enough For You On Here You Said You Loved Me ?! This Pain Become Part Of Me ! And The Other Person Well They Just Have Better Friends Than Me. But It`s Mainly That ONE Individual Who Makes Me Cry Everynight For Something I Never Did. Thought I Could Count On Him To Help Me Stop My Horrific Addiction, Cutting.. No And If He Is Reading This Don`t Feel Sad, I Wouldn`t Want That I Just... Don`t Feel Very Appreacated.. Taken For Granted so To Speeak..
Once Again I Will Get No Comments No Mails From The One I Love So Dearly And It Is Sad To Say I Cry Everytime He Is Not On, Even Though When He Is I Cry For Not Reciving A Message From Him, Or Him Not Reacting To The Thousands Of Messages I Have Given Him
