Dias and Rachel!
Dias alone again.
Dias sad... very very sad.
Dias better...ish.
Needless to say, Dias has had it rough. (If it was needless to say, why'd I say it? Hm...) But through it all, I've been okay...ish. Some tears here and there. I can't listen to certain songs. Watching girls flip their hair is hard... Dias was pretty messed up... But I've realized something... I'm just gonna have to push forward... Rae is scared... she's got every right to be... she's allowed to be... but I have to show her that there is nothing to be scared of... Dias is back to the way he was three years ago, and dude didn't give up so easily back then. So I've decided that I'm gonna put myself out there... again. If she hurts me, that's fine. As broken as I've felt, let me tell you, she's GOT to be feeling worse. As rough as Dias has been having it, Rae has been having it ten fold.
This is official. Dias is healed. What was broken from three years ago, I am claiming now that it is fixed. My flaws that had been shining through are gone (or at least suppressed). Now that my past is in order, I must work on the present. Not my present, EVERYBODIES present. I must take initiative, and help Rae. That's what the original Dias would do. I know, because I am the original. You can take it to the bank folks.
Here's the recap.
Happiness becomes sadness. Sadness becomes anger. Anger becomes determination. Determination becomes happiness. The vicious cycle of life!
So bring it on world. I'm kickin' a** and takin' names! Whoo! Eat my dust!
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(Funny quotes are back!)
Seron Adrix
"Well Dias, remember, you are in a skimpy red dress."
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Eh, anyways...That sucks man. I'm not jumping to conclusions, 'cause I have no idea what's going on after all lol. And.. well.. reading it confused me, which is surprising given I'm usually the doctor Phil of the blog world lol. But it is good, you're finally manning up to what should be done! Old school D. rocks!!!! Screw 2.0, I'm rootin' for 1.2987214!!! Seriously, keep it up man! It really made me smile! ^_^
What didn't though..was you.. typing in third person.. through the majority of the entry.. if you did that back then?.. Yeah, no, let's leave that habit in the past LOL.
I also definitely wanted to comment about the dress thing.. but I find myself sort of at a loss of words...So~... I'm not willing to ask anymore LMAO. Whatever floats your boat dude.. I did bust laughing about it though... but.. it was followed by a very confused WTF? >> -thought- Things to realize when you go out with cross dressers/drag queens.. LMAO I kid, I kid. Ahahaha~.
Good luck man.