I want to scream and yell at you. I want to tell you that I hate you. I want to kick you when your down. I want to slap and spite in your face.
I want to scream and cry. I want to beg you to stay. I want to grab you and tell you to stop. I want to leave and die.
I don't want to see you cry. I don't want to see that look in your eyes. I don't want to see you walk out the door. I don't want to see you die.
I don't want you to hold me. I don't want you to stay. I don't want you to leave. I don't want to hear that you love me.
I know I'm confused. I don't understand. Just listen to what I say. Don't turn your back on me.
I need you. Don't walk away and leave me here. It's my fault. I pushed you away.
I love you. I want you. I hate you.
You never hear me. You never have anything to say to me...
Is this the beginning of the end?
Nezumi 3 · Sun Apr 29, 2007 @ 05:23am · 0 Comments |