today was another bad day 4 me
this time i woke up angry at the world
i dont really now y, but i waz..........
the day waz nice and sunny but it bothered my eyez
i just wanted to go some place were it waz really dark
ever one at school seamed to be sooo happy 2 day wile i
felt lost........ i dont know what wrong wit me but lately i can
feel my soul sliping to a profound state of darkness
and with out my soul my spirt is driffting to a vary cold place
im losing myself......... i waz once a happy person that was befor
my xboyfriend messed up my life we were together for about 4 months
yet at the time it seamed we would be together 4 a life time
but somewere down the rode it all went bad......... now all i have are
memories of what useto be now his face hounts my evey waking moment
im trying to let go off the past and move on but i feel like i dont have the strangth to
do it........... my friend D is trying to get me to meat his boy named max.......
he sounds like a really nice guy mayde it could work, wit us, that is, if he even likes me............ we'll just have to waite and see hoe things go
mean wile i dont know if i should talke to my dad or still egnore him this is
taring me apart
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this is my so called life
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what i think and how i feel
all the thoughtz that go throu
my mined and all the things im thinking that
i'll never say out loude!!!!!!!!!
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