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Folks i've been thinking.....what defines a person, what does one viewpoint have against another, when things are going on and chaos rains about and all hell breaks loose...who's prayers are answered? If i live amongst all those who don't does that mean i am the righteous one? Or does it mean i have yet to make things right and cannot die yet, is it faith or logic that helps a person....good and evil, honor or deceit....whatever tactic....what does it matter if I win and the side i am on....heaven or hell.....i wonder if a person that fights in hell because he deserves to go there can fight and redeem himself or is that just it....what if he want to go to hell, but not because he is some loser satanic worshiper looking for attention or wants to be evil, but a man who feels the only way he can redeem himself is not to ask for forgiveness alone but to fight the source that is really a battle inside of us, that we never truly realize, to see all that is evil and to say that he stood there and fought and earned his place in heaven or in the world really, well i don't know...i just want to know if i can be better and know that love or some kind of other force is what determines who is the righteous one?