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hello i am feeling very crummy today..i have had a bad day all the day i just came back from dinner at my last year's enemy's friends house..and she was there..i snapped all day... at my friends..mostly..i hate when i do that..i have been also doubting my friendship again.. i have moved more than 25 times in the past two years..i feel soo bad..i have had so many friends and then have to leave them so many times that i never really trusted or got to know them that much..it stinks and now i thought this was our last time! but apearantly my cousin is getting into trouble her parents passed away a few moths ago and we have been with her all this time..i have a lot to think about.. and its too much

sometimes even though i act happy i am not.. we keep moving because of her..and we never really settle down and the few times we do we just leave 3 months later..

i have news that even again we might move..i have been doubting my friendship with my best friend once again..i hope she understands that its because of all the friends i lost.. its hard..i dont want to make a friend with out knowing that we are going to saty and with the recent news..i have been arguing with my friends and questioning their trust..