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yesterday was a bittersweet kind of day...

Steven and I ordered his plane tickets yesterday and got everything squared away so it is now official! My Baby will be here in 10 days! *dances* I can't tell you how excited I am that he will be here with me and I'll be able to hold him in my arms *beams* I loves him soooooooooooooooooo much! This is becoming more and more real and I'm so freakin nervous. There's so much about me that he has yet to see... not because I'm hiding it, but because they are things that are revealed as time goes by. Meep... I'm just worried that I'm not the person he has imagined me to be. So yeah, I have this constant conflict in my head about what his reaction to me will be x_x;; He's reassured me many times that he will love me no matter what... and I believe him, I just don't want him to be disappointed in me.

As the day passed Steve started feeling kinda icky and had to go lie down for a bit before work. He continued feeling bad through most of the day so I didn't get to talk to him as much as I would have liked. Even so, he called later on in the evening and was feeling much better so we talked until I went to bed. Oh oh oh!!! He was sweet enough to sing me to sleep last night as well *giggles* can't wait till he does that in person!