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Tonight was pretty much amazing.
I let go of alot of stuff, no matter how stupid you think it sounds.
I'm not going to have anymore nightmares worrying about people I love.
I'm not going to worry about whether Don is safe or not because he can
take care of myself and is smart enough to make the best decisions. I will
always be a little worried, just 'cause I love him.

I forgive you,

____, for making assumptions, and even though they hurt at a time, It's alright and I'm not going to make a big deal about it anymore.
______, For killing my friend. It's always going to hurt, the fact that he's not coming back, but if it makes you feel better, I'm not mad at you. I just miss having him around to talk to and laugh with.
______, For not being there for me even though you were supposed to be my best friends, For changing into something that no one but me can see that you're not. I can move on.
___, For the fact that although you've lived with me for quite awhile you don't seem to know anything at all about me. I love you just the same.

I cried alot. Letting go of stuff is hard... It seemed alot easier with the remnant crowd there, though. They were really nice people, and were all friendly. I was the only white person there into hiphop though. Haha.

Peace.