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Teardrops falling from my broken heart
I love him with everthing that I am
and yet it has been thrown away
and yet he still says he loves me
but can I understand this
the hurt that I feel inside?
Or am I to suffer for two years not knowing
if he truely loves me or not
and all I wanted was his love.
I can't hate him
But loving him now is so hard
I just can't understand
Why it all has to end.
Wait I do and yet I still want to defy all
but I can't because I care for him more than I care for myself
It's alright for you to look at me and say "I told you so"
because I know that you will
You'll try to be understanding and show me that you care
But deep down you are laughing and telling me that you knew it would happen..
Time was once again the problem but distance was too.
And all I can do is sit around and hope that He'll still love me when I can be there with him
I promised him to never hurt myself
so to that vow I keep
but if you look at me you'll see the newer scars that I have
inflicted in my soul
Broken and tearful
Once again all alone...