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Alright, this is something I wrote in a note book a long time ago when I was pissed off anf having a shitty day. I was reading it and laughed, so I figured I would post t here for when ever me, or any one else who can relate, has a shitty day.
2-19-09
10:30 P.M.
I have had it! I don't want to ******** hear it! so just SHUT THE [********] UP! and listen to ME! I want to live my own life how I want to, so STOP telling me how to live it! I will make the friends I want, like the things I like, and let people think what ever the ******** they want because I DON'T GIVE A s**t!! I canwear the stuff I want and spend my time how I want to, NOT how YOU feel I should! So just LEAVE ME ALONE!
Oh! and you ARE yelling at me! when you give me that "I am the boss so do what I say, not what you feel because I am better then you..." attitude, you are technicaly yelling at me without raising the volume. So just STOP!! You say "Stop with the attitude" Well, I will when YOU stop with the attitude!
Why did I have to be the oldest?!?! I always get blamed for things and I ALWAYS get in trouble. I should've figured something like this would have happened... I was having an awesome day and had SO much fun at play practice... and, like always, when I have fun something bad ALWAYS happens. So yea, I had an easy History test, a 100% on my Note Quiz in Catholocism, and had a blast at play practice enjoying every second, goofing around with everyone, and talking to the sophmored and seniors getting to know every one and coming closer. Oh! and not to forget I finnished my print making project in art, (Finaly!), and Mrs. Kotchman said I got so many compliments on how good it looked. Then came the car ride, that's when it all went down hill. I was happy, and dad continued mom's talk about friends and being popular, exspecialy talking to Jill and, of cource, GAIA! I cried as he went on about Jake, and how I was doing it all wrong and I will NEVER have a boy friend if I keep it up... Then I came home to find out I couldn't use my computer for the night. But then I cheered up and had some ice cream and did my 5 cans art assignment. Mom came home and told me to shower, so I did. Came out singing 'Eagel's Wings' happy as can be... Then my mom called me down to ask about my History test. I told her I did good, and I turned to leave... Then she stopped me. she asked why I still had eye liner on and told me to wash my face by putting soap on a wash cloth and wiping my eyes, etc, etc... FYI, I KNOW HOW TO WASH MY FACE! I told her this and my dad was pissed off that I was arguing with my mom again and GROUNDED ME FROM EYELINER! What the ********?!?! Who gets grounded from Make-up?!?! Well, so anyways, I was mad and so I went up to my room and cried for another 15 min. before going back down stairs. I went in and told them I was staying at my friend Catherine's house tommorow after school, and my mom asked me if I tried to wash the eye liner off... Uh, Yea. I did! Dad just repeated the fact I'm not alowed yo wear eye liner... I was pissed. I argued with them telling them not to yell at me and they gave me their attitude, telling me to stop with my attitude! I went up stairs and went through every ******** drawer until I found my eye make-up remover in my brother Eric's hair gel drawer and took off every little bit of eye liner. I went back down stairs and told them it's off, turned to go, then was stopped, AGAIN! They lectured me on watching my attitude and on how I need to lrean to properly wear make-up and wash it off, went up stais totaly pissed, and started writing this 50 minuite ling entry. So that is how this shitty day went and how my parents were the biggest a** holes ever! Yes, I am still pissed, and want to just sleep and never wake up so I can just be away from it all! (and I DO NOT mean dieing!) So yea... I'm done with this, but I do feel a whole ******** better! But now my hand hurts so I'm done...
Oh! before I forget! This would've never happened if it weren't for make-up! So this experience just added onto my sheer hate for the stuff....
I hate it with a firey passion!
******** YOU MAKE-UP!
LOL!
I hope this story got you to laugh and cheered up your own shitty day.
=)
 kkoreo6 · Tue Jun 23, 2009 @ 11:21pm · 4 Comments |
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