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	Ninja Cat Cervidal's logs poems if you dont like them then get lost...

	fake smile.
	fake smile.


a fake smile is drawn on my face faking how i really feel i have never shown anyone what i really am. looking threw this mask fakeness is all i really am drawn to what i never have. not to know the true joys of life. never had the real happiness of love. this is the life i lay before me. this is what i have become. standing here with the tears beneath this mask. i have a fake smile drawn to who i am. nc_cervidal · Sat Nov 10, 2007 @ 08:38pm · 0 Comments

	With In This Hate By Death By Mutation
	With In This Hate By Death By Mutation


with in this hate you can see with in this hate you can be with in this hate, i feel with in this hate... this is what it is, with in me... this hate is what i am. this hate drives me. this is what i have. this is what i offer. with in this hate... with in this hate you can see with in this hate you can be with in this hate, i feel with in this hate... you think its nothing but a passing. just another mood for me. but to tell you the truth. it was dwells inside. with in me... i grow stronger, with in this hate with in this hate you can see with in this hate you can be with in this hate, i feel with in this hate... and now it nothing but you, with in this hate, i feel that its time to end this pain. forever now with in this hate, i find the strength with in this hate, i find the time with in this hate, i find my tranquility with in this hate... i find myself with in this hate you can see with in this hate you can be with in this hate, i feel with in this hate... nc_cervidal · Mon Oct 29, 2007 @ 03:40pm · 0 Comments

	the new adveture
	the new adveture


a new life has started. old love has grown. good memorys stored. bad actions, thrown. into a better view. we walk along. with adventure at hand. the Journey to the begining. and hope of it never ending. forever we walk with this in our mind. i hope to never see the end of the line. nc_cervidal · Fri Sep 21, 2007 @ 08:16pm · 0 Comments

	the world...
	the world...


a world with everything in it, yet nothing to be seen... a world with lots of noise in it, yet nothing to be herd... a world with so much chaos, yet nothing to worry about... a world with so much life, but we still want death... a world with nothing in it but me, and yet i still am un seen... nc_cervidal · Thu Mar 09, 2006 @ 09:42pm · 0 Comments


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