What exactly represents and is me? ____________________________________________________________
Is it my physical appearance, or the essence that allows my body to
move, my mind to think, my eyes to see, my ears to hear, my mouth to
speak and taste?
When the light in my eyes if there is one fades what will become of this
being that I call me?
Will I still exist in a different form and still have an awareness of myself
and the questions the me of now is asking?
Or maybe its a combination of all of these things I dont know the
answer.
But I have a deep desire to know and a feeling just as deep that maybe
I already know.
What foolishness this may seem to some people me questioning
whether or not that I exist or what makes up my existence im sure
someones already thinking "youre here talking and thinking stupid things
like this so obviously you must exist and you are what make up yourself"
but its not that easy for me I want to know every part of myself that
there is.
And im sure even more people are thinking "who else knows you better
than you?" well youd be suprised it takes awhile to get to know
someone completely and even then theres still more you can learn
and it takes even longer to get to know yourself.
Now im just rambling i guess but thats what my mind is on now and I
felt the urge to put it here maybe someone out there can offer me an
answer.
Well i guess thats all I can put in this entry thank you for reading and
listening to what may be the ramblings of someone who has lost their
mind which may be the case but im getting ahead of myself Ill leave
that for another time if I get the urge to put it up again but who knows
why or when these urges will come...good bye maybe if i dont exist
somewhere else at least I exist here and can stay in this world of such
interesting things...
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